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Moments of Truth

Grief does not change you, it reveals you.John Green

There are unexpected moments in my life where I question if what I’m doing is right. This isn’t like The Question . This is more like re-evaluation than trying to find an answer. Today’s moment was about children.

I’ve decided and taken steps to prevent myself from having any, which in my opinion is great. It really is…but was it the right choice?

Who do I pass on my things to when I die? Who will be there when I’m too old to take care of myself? Who is even going to notice that I’m not alive anymore?

Not the rest of Madre’s clan. For the most part they won’t even notice since we don’t talk much. Not Lyo’s family- most of them dislike me in any event. 😛 I’m not so sure about anyone in Jax’s Pack that I still talk to. They would most likely notice I’m not updating, but as the years roll by I’ve lost touch with most of them so it is up for debate. My own Pack is relatively small and most of them are older than I am so it is likely I’ll be the last member left alive when all is said and done.

So was it really the right choice not to have kids? Not to have someone to pass on my values, thoughts, and loves to.

As sad as it is that I will likely be the last one left… it was and is the right choice for me.

I am a selfish person with no room in my life for miniature humans running around developing their own lives.

Besides- no one really needs another ME running around. 😛


I don’t deal with the devil…I just agree with him

If one is to be called a liar, one may as well make an effort to deserve the name.
A. A. Milne

Some days….

I had a choice yesterday. I could agree with Glenn Beck or I could side with John Boehner. Here are two guys that nearly 100% of the time I want nothing to do with. Now I have to choose between the two?


If it wasn’t so funny I’d be more upset about the whole thing. 😛 But when you are forced to agree with the devil you might as well make it a tough call to make. The actual choice wasn’t that hard to make. And sadly I must admit to agreeing with Beck. ~sighs~

Never say never. 😉


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