Living in a Dream

Sometimes I just think too much

It may be wrong, but it’ll be alright

Good study habits, logical, and practical are all traits of this sign. Efficiency, neatness are good things to have. I desire these traits as you know. Help me Virgo to learn and grow.

I’ve been learning quite a bit since this new phase has begun in my life. Though perhaps not in the direction I thought this journey would take me. 🙂  Which is completely fine with me. This is one of the reasons I wanted to take this trip through the zodiac. To learn new things, maybe even change a few things about my life. But gods above and below you would think I would have learned by now to be careful about what I ask for. 🙂

In this particular case I am having to learn that perhaps I have been too lax I practicing some of my less favorable skills. We all have them, but for the most part we ignore them…or try to at least. Yes, I am talking about the ‘dark’ side of our personalities. The place we turn to when we lie or worse. I’m not a saint by any stretch of the imagination. Hell, I’ve been known to be the liar and cheat some have claimed me to be. Which is fine. But it seems I have lost some of that ability. Or maybe that is just my perception of how this last week has gone.

You see I made a promise to someone that I would not drink while they are not there. But here’s the catch. Most of the people I know have said that they can never tell when I’ve had a drink or two…or six. (Yes, I am an alcoholic, but lets stay on track here. I function just fine, thank you.) And some of these people have seen me drink a lot. Granted I didn’t live with them or spend nearly every free moment with them, but I did spend quite a bit of time with them. So how the bloody hell is it that my Mate can tell?

This is where I have been lax. In concealing my secrets from him. And that disturbs me. A lot.

So I will give this a month before I break a promise and see if I can’t slip in a drink or two. That should give me plenty of time to brush up on my skills again. 🙂

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